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Forum: The Haven Topic: Hiding the Depression |
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Posted: 11 Oct 2018, 10:03 pm
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| I hide it because in my experience when people know you are depressed, they treat you like a fragile thing that could break any moment. There's nothing like a solemn "Hey man, have you been doing alright?" on a good day to remind you that, Oh, f*ck, that's right, I'm f*cking depressed . Ei... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Hiding the Depression |
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Posted: 11 Oct 2018, 8:48 pm
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Replies: 7
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| Since around 10 years old, I've battled with depression and suicidal thoughts. Most people would never know. I laugh and smile and joke when I'm around people. I put on a constant front that everything is ok. Just failed a test? You wouldn't know because I'd act the same way as if I aced it. Stab me... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Never time.. Isolated |
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Posted: 11 Oct 2018, 5:01 pm
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Replies: 9
Views: 289
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| Me too man, me too. The struggle is real *hugs* How do you technically not have to work? :O On the sort of plus side, I just got given a minor promotion a few minutes ago! Still same pay and more hours but it's a manager training type position that will open up the possibility of an improved spot in... |
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Forum: School and College Life Topic: Is College Worth It? |
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Posted: 11 Oct 2018, 4:46 pm
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Replies: 14
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| Ah ok, yeah I'm working toward a degree in material science so that works! Actually double majoring with music technology as the other major, which I would argue is both a science and an art ;) Unfortunately I will almost definitely have to take out loans to finish my education.. right now I'm worki... |
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Forum: School and College Life Topic: Is College Worth It? |
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Posted: 11 Oct 2018, 4:19 pm
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Replies: 14
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| Thanks for the replies, friends! I'm curious, what is a STEM degree? |
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Forum: School and College Life Topic: Is College Worth It? |
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Posted: 11 Oct 2018, 11:08 am
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Replies: 14
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| I'm currently going to community college. I work every day that I don't have class so I don't really get time off. I live in a new city and know very few people. It's a little frustrating that I don't have time to make friends because it's difficult enough for me as it is. I am trying to transfer to... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Never time.. Isolated |
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Posted: 10 Oct 2018, 4:20 pm
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Replies: 9
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| Хаюшки и спасибо :> I know you're probably right.. I've gotta find ways to release but it's not so easy. I used to have a lot of people in my life through music performance but since I moved I have not had time for music. I made friends through music because people we're interested in that so my bad... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: I'm going to get stabbed walking to work |
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Posted: 10 Oct 2018, 10:51 am
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Replies: 33
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| Why would people be in the streets with a knife? After I was assaulted by a tweaker outside of my apartment a few months ago, I always carry a knife with me. *shrug* I would definitely be cautious. On one hand, yes most people on the streets have better things to do than stab you. On the other hand,... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Do you ever feel like an idiot? |
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Posted: 09 Oct 2018, 11:21 pm
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Replies: 41
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| Yes, I feel like an idiot every day. I can relate to having a big mouth too. I am very talkative but at the same time extremely self-conscious about it because I find myself revealing information about myself that I'd rather not be public knowledge. I try to believe that people are friendly and have... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Never time.. Isolated |
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Posted: 09 Oct 2018, 9:38 pm
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Replies: 9
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| I've once again found myself in an existential crisis. Or perhaps I'm just now realizing I never left it. I never have time. I go to uni and/or work every day of the week. My free time is spent doing homework or catching up on sleep. I'm bordering on failing my classes even though I understand the m... |
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