Gwenwyn wrote:
I was raised in a sub-sect of christianity that often got called a cult (Christian Science, if you've heard of it). What people think it is, isn't what it is. Its pretty nice. More like buddhism than people might think. Anyway,
I had a super depression a few years ago, came out of it, started dating a guy who was evangelical. Going to his church scared the hell out of me (haha, right?). So many people there HATED Islam. My best friend growing up was islamic! And they condoned this hate? So I turned away from that and back to C.S.
I worked for a summer in Boston where the Mother Church is. C.S. felt like it was nice, but I discovered 'true adherents' were just as bigoted as anywhere else I'd seen. I didn't follow their version of what C.S. was, so I was basically shunned.
So I've dropped organized religion. If there is a hell, I'll be going there with most of the people on the planet. Thats where I'd rather be anyway: with those who suffer, to offer condolences, companionship, or at least commiseration. Why should I fear suffering after what I've been through on Earth? If there is a God, one that I could believe in, I doubt I'd be in hell - or that any but the most truly abhorrent would be.
So I'm... I'm not sure... agnostic? If you've read left hand of darkness, you've learned sometimes you just have to know the questions you can't answer.
To be specific: The people, not the philosophies (for the most part), turned me from religion.
Christian Science isn't a cult. I think it's because they confuse it with Scientology that they think it's a cult.
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