scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-5 I have been up all night. Wide awake. I might try to sleep again, but I doubt it. Once the sun is up, trying to sleep is nearly impossible for me. Looks like it is going to be a long day.

Whilst it's a good movie, I just can't wrap my mind around Benny from The Texas Chainsaw Massacre 3. He's a survivalist, a former professional soldier, he plays amateur solder in the hills on the weekend with a bunch of other people, and yet he shoots up the Sawyer's house [from outside] with his .223 AR-18 from the hip? He could have killed the whole family then and there by carefully positioning himself closer to the window and then gently squeezing off well aimed shots, rather than indiscriminately firing through the window like someone who's never touched a rifle. Goddamn plot points that prolong the "action".

What does this have to do with this thread? I don't know, but it'll at least take a point off how I'm feeling.

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Today is very, very boring.

I broke the needle off the positive scale... I handed in my V-Card yesterday!

5

I'm okay right now. Recovering from my usual Sunday migraine...

0 Not sure what to think.

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Still bored.

Null - currently in an uncomfortable Lagrangian state.


M.

0 don't trust anyone anymore.

^ I'm starting to feel the same way. Though there are still a few people I trust, I don't trust most people as far as I can throw them. I've been betrayed so many times by so called friends that I almost expect to be betrayed.

3

Had my first test of the semester this morning. I think I did alright but usually whenever I say that, I fail utterly.

^^Speaking about trust.....it's easier getting through airport security, than it is, getting in a position where I would be vulnerable. I trust no one, completely.



I'm a 4 or 5 today, but, my day started as a 0 or 1, so I'm happy with that.

-10. -_-

f*ck...

contemplating suicide...

meh...


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-2

For once, I want to do things for me, not because I was pressured by someone else--whether it be my family, potential romantic partners, "society", etc.

4 emotionally

Got a 94 on my test!

0 physically

Fatigue. I really need to start going to bed earlier.

-2 combined with the usual negative feelings I have towards the world for the unfair way it treats me I also have a room mate who it seems enjoys making fun of me with his friends and picking of me oh the joy of a social life