scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Life sucks but f*** it I don't even care.

^Hopefully you'll feel better when you get your meds.




Not sure what number, probably around a 5, but I'm doin' OK today.

Somewhere around a 4 here, reading about other aspies' depression reminds me of just how horribly alone each of us including myself is in this cruel, corporate-run society where everyone is either a mutant or a jerk, myself and most people on this site falling into the former category...

Actually, I talked to my former therapist about them and he convinced me to go back into therapy specifically for anxiety before going on the meds. I had my first meeting today with them. I hope future meetings will show results.

^That is good advice if your anxiety is mild to moderate. My anxiety was severe, and required meds to stabilize it. Best of luck.

8

I've been talking with a girl for a few months now and it is like magic. She understands me and likes me for who I am. When I say things to her, she gets it. The more I tell her about me, the more she likes me.

+ 6

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Life still sucks but whatever. I'm trying to change that.

6 I'm finally finished with my roof. It took 5 days, from start to finish.

10!

I just got offered a holiday job for over the Christmas holidays!! First time I've ever got a job that wasn't through a family member or a friend, or a one-off un-interviewed thing like leaflet delivery. And the pay's good too!

About a six. It would be more if I didn't wish so vehemently that I weighed less.

5

My moods have been up and down a lot lately. I was pretty depressed yesterday but today I'm fine.

9.5- I am getting even more famous. A total of 3 magazines want to do a story on me. They are Exceptional Families (comes out next year and my story will be in the first issue!), South Sound Magazine, and Dog Fancy, with Dog Fancy being the biggest one. The other 2 are local here in Washington State. Then there is a SLIGHT chance of being on TV (Evening Magazine) and the guy sounded very interested but I doubt it will actually happen because we've tried this before. That is why I am not a perfect 10. On top of that, my art cards are going to be in a big store called Mud Bay which has 14 stores in my area. They said they will start with 2 stores and work my way up to the 14. This store is rapidly expanding as well so its great to get on the ground floor because what if it goes nationwide? Then I will be rich!! !! I want a million dollars! I will take my family on a vacation they will never forget if I become rich and famous and it looks like its actually happening! Slowly but surely. Then I went to a business showcase a couple of days ago and made a contact with the Humane Society. They want me to do postcards so they can send them to people who lost their pets. How sad. They also loved my cards. They wondered if we can do bulk orders but I don't know what kind of numbers they had in their mind. 50? or 1,000? We can do both it doesn't matter unless it is a million because the cost of the goods is too much to get started. We have to expand slowly so maybe in a year or two Pet Smart or Pet Co will order my stuff and we will be capable by then. I am taking a business class and I learned that it isn't good to expand too quickly because of the costs. You would actually lose money rather than being rich right away. But being in 20 stores is awesome! I'm really getting out there and maybe one of these days, Oprah would do a story on me! Then I will be rich and famous. The autistic famous artist that is known worldwide. I predict next year I will at least make $100,000 if everything goes according to plan. It will probably be the gross profit, not the net profit. But in 5 years, I will bring in $500 BILLION dollars! Now I am Dr. Evil. I have been so busy lately that I haven't been able to draw as much since I am taking this business class which is several times a week and many hours at a time. It is like learning 2 to 4 years of business school crammed into one month. You learn everything from marketing to accounting. And there's a lot of homework and you have to come up with a business plan by the end of the class. My personal business showcase is December 4th. That is our graduation. You have to talk in front of big time business people and even possibly the governor and other high government people! There are a few classes next month but it isn't the same. It is mainly turning in your business plan and then working on it.

lol about how I feel right now. Work, school, girls.... arghhh!

Got a nasty school week looming on the horizon too. And how about this for a situation... I really had a romantic crush on a girl, but I'm realizing I have no chance, so it's just turning into pure sexual lust. It's somewhat working too. A lot of guys would be content with that, but for me it's just... blah.

I would say I'm a 4 today. I could complain, but what's the use?

That's fantastic FireBird!! !

Well done on making a dream come true!!