scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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10 compared to everyone on this post (last page or so the only part read, too damn depressing going any further.)

5 compared to the rest of the world.

crazedchef

How I feel about various issue:

Did not walk dogs 4/10

Like Anubis my right hand /wrist hurts. 4/10

Got to road block in my program that I have yet to solve 4/10
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7. I'm at my mum's house visiting my dog, and I feel naked without coloured gel or hairspray in my hair.

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It's too hot here

What's the tempature in your aera?

Only 14°C apparently
But it feels a lot hotter
I think I prefer my typical cold wet grey English weather either way lol

3. Got really drunk last night. Apparently did stupid things in the grocery store like flipping over packages of meat in the meat section and ranting because they had moved the good soy milk and I couldn't find it.

Others found it hilarious. I just feel guilty about it. I've said it a few times now, but except for a party after I graduate and the occasional glass of wine, I really want to stop drinking now.

Right now, I just want to sober up and go to sleep for a couple days.

, don't start that again

I'm guessing you're already aware of the negative side-effects, but, still going to post some here.



Alcohol is bad if abused. (I think I get a step closer to alcoholism every day, and that taking a week off at times is simply buying me a little more time.) Cough medicine is far worse.

You might get a headache from it (I haven't gotten headaches consistently, just once or twice) but you could try smoking catnip. Bad for your lungs (inhaling smoke) but if you don't do daily or close to that it would probably be healthier than cough medicine.

I know I shouldn't do it, but my new school is making me REALLY nervous. But I'm meeting a friend on Friday, so I won't take it that day. I have two days worth of Vicodin, and about a week's worth of Xanax too.


3. I'm at my mom's and I took a great shower and I cleaned my face very well.

What is it about it makes you nervous?
I hated school, it made me nervous as well.

4.5 My hair is wet and I'm tired

6.5: Not a bad day, but I really could be accomplishing more. But I don't want to. I'm content as is. If Just had a job I could do what I feel accustomed with doing. Nothing. Hanging around accomplishing nothing. I don't mind not being a contributor to society. I just want to be left alone. I'm so used to being alone I feel most comfortable when I am. Of course... that in itself makes me sad. The thought that I feel better without people around. Despite my difficulties and occasional complete inability to deal with people.... I love them. Make any sense? I'm a practitioner of "People Watching." Big problem though, I don't like watching the people around here. They're... Boring. I'm talking too much again. Just mild melancholy and complacancy.

The people, and I'm afraid that they are going to do something bad to me.

Why would they do something bad?
The people at your school don't sound nice

I'm just quite afraid of them.

Oh, I know that feeling.
I hope everything goes OK for you at your school