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25 Oct 2011, 11:01 pm

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-10

b9 called me stupid

EDIT: actually, thinking about it, there are worse things to be than stupid - so maybe I'll be back to +3 or 4, once I stop crying. I'm not cruel, or dishonest. Nah, 'stupid' is hardly even a real insult.

report report REPORT, peoples.

nobody should have personal attacks against them on WP, but i can't see every thread. it makes me feel ill to stumble across something like this in the Haven.

and puddingmouse, coming from one multi-page debater to another... when someone gets to the point of personal insults, it is a good sign they are out of strong arguments. it has nothing to do with you and everything to do with yor skill at parrying with words. i learned view it as though they are stamping their foot and calling me bumbumface.


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25 Oct 2011, 11:04 pm

-3. :hic:


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25 Oct 2011, 11:13 pm

-10....because i have come to the conclusion if I don't feel any better soon I'll probably end up in the psych ward willingly so I don't kill myself and that's gonna suck so yeah but I imagine if things keep getting worse it may be the only way to get any help anyways since trying to seek a diagnoses takes a lot of energy and you have to be able to function to follow through with all that.

College is over probably, the relationship I am in might not last, if I can't function well enough to pass my classes how the hell am I supposed to get a job?......and I probably cannot hide the fact that I am a loser who smokes cannabis because it helps with the pain from the family members who don't already know for much longer. so f*ck my stupid existance.....and sorry for the rant but ranting on the internet makes me feel slightly better.



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26 Oct 2011, 5:03 am

0 Net - I'm both pleased at my success and saddened by my failures...



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26 Oct 2011, 9:45 am

-8 I have this hollow, empty feeling.

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26 Oct 2011, 2:03 pm

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I wish I could.

Sod it, I'm just going to log off and have a proper cry.


Aw! You poor thing! Don't cry! Do you need hugs? :)

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For instance, people generally like Jesus. If Jesus told me I was stupid I'd be pretty close to killing myself. :lol:


haha


If Jesus told me I was stupid, I'd tell him to go to hell. (Or, wait, that would be a stupid thing to say, huh?)


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26 Oct 2011, 2:35 pm

+10. Eating chocolate cake.



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26 Oct 2011, 3:55 pm

-10, I'm rather hungry but too depressed to do anything about it...I probably should though.



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26 Oct 2011, 4:11 pm

-2

paranoia, obsessive thoughts, agitation, depersonalisation, sadness

Only two more days to go until I can rest.


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26 Oct 2011, 4:20 pm

? I don't feel good



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26 Oct 2011, 6:45 pm

hyperlexian wrote:
puddingmouse wrote:
-10

b9 called me stupid

EDIT: actually, thinking about it, there are worse things to be than stupid - so maybe I'll be back to +3 or 4, once I stop crying. I'm not cruel, or dishonest. Nah, 'stupid' is hardly even a real insult.

report report REPORT, peoples.

nobody should have personal attacks against them on WP, but i can't see every thread. it makes me feel ill to stumble across something like this in the Haven.

and puddingmouse, coming from one multi-page debater to another... when someone gets to the point of personal insults, it is a good sign they are out of strong arguments. it has nothing to do with you and everything to do with yor skill at parrying with words. i learned view it as though they are stamping their foot and calling me bumbumface.


please don't ban b9 :(


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26 Oct 2011, 7:51 pm

+1 after realizing my latest existential crisis was largely self-inflicted...



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26 Oct 2011, 10:35 pm

anna-banana wrote:
hyperlexian wrote:
puddingmouse wrote:
-10

b9 called me stupid

EDIT: actually, thinking about it, there are worse things to be than stupid - so maybe I'll be back to +3 or 4, once I stop crying. I'm not cruel, or dishonest. Nah, 'stupid' is hardly even a real insult.

report report REPORT, peoples.

nobody should have personal attacks against them on WP, but i can't see every thread. it makes me feel ill to stumble across something like this in the Haven.

and puddingmouse, coming from one multi-page debater to another... when someone gets to the point of personal insults, it is a good sign they are out of strong arguments. it has nothing to do with you and everything to do with yor skill at parrying with words. i learned view it as though they are stamping their foot and calling me bumbumface.


please don't ban b9 :(

members don't get banned for a single personal attack. i don't even have a banhammer, and there would have to be a serious reason for it, not one issue. i talked to him and he apologised in the applicable thread. he said to me he felt very bad about it and didn't mean to hurt her feelings.

but he would not have known about this situation if i didn't talk to him about it. a moderator talking to someone doesn't usually equal any sort of doom.


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26 Oct 2011, 11:09 pm

-1. :hic:


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26 Oct 2011, 11:28 pm

-5

Got a script for antidepressants today. I'm on the fence about taking them. I'm depressed because I should be. It's what I deserve, consequences to my (in)actions.



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26 Oct 2011, 11:31 pm

-10 drinking a beer and dreading tommorow, because I'll probably still feel depressed and anxious...and for all I know the only reason my boyfriend wants to see me tommorow is so he can tell me why things aren't going to work(i really hope that's just me over thinking things and not me actually sensing what is to come like I've done in the past.)