I hate myself a lot right now

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been there done that. then didnt. ur choice is urs, i will evade talking about my food addictions)

Yeah I hate myself "a lot"

Not just "right now"

But I hate everyone else

Even more

same here) look upon my rbf, this is apathy)
high seven TW1ZTY)

I posted about things alot when I was going through a bad depression. Posting helped me analyze things, sort things out, get things out of my system, I wanted advice I could actually use, find others who related & been there, & find encouragement & sympathy. My posting started annoying people cuz i kept going on about the same stuff. They thought I was just a complainer who was trolling. Eventually members kept flaming my posts so i got p!ssed & left that forum & another. It kind of started my journey to joining this forum. I improved aLOT since I joined here. Learning about my Aspergers helped me grow/mature/learn/adapt better to things.

related) i mean i knew im aspergerian. it was so obvious every drill instructor saw it in me. some would say) o, an aspie xD being called out as aspie kinda really beats being called out as weird (insert any negative adjective). but all i was taught about it is how to pass for an NT to untrained eye. never knew anything about meltdown management etc. i reallly hate my mother now for never giving a f**k to find out what an aspie kid actually needs. she'd provide me all right, with everything an nt would need (despite my objections in many a case, per se). and i never even realised how my actual needs were ignored xd sorry, i degrade. i mean i like it here, i feel some belonging i never had before. even in a heated argument it feels better than in a perfect peace among NT family i have.

You know what I love about Wrong Planet?

Free Therapy! Everyone here has experience with all sorts of mental problems so it's a great place for advice.

u are welcome)))