scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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1.247 - blinkin' cold sore is invading my calm.

2

I'm so tired and I really don't wanna go to work tomorrow, but I suppose it's better than not leaving my apartment because it's too cold outside.

3. I feel burned out from work, after a while i just can't concentrate well and want to go home as soon as i can. I also know that my work is nowhere near as good as my coworkers and i am scared that i will be treated like a ret*d so i try to treat myself like a ret*d so i won't be too sad when they do that. I am tired from pretending to be a normal person. I am also tired from my friend trying to get me to open an instagram account. I dont want to meet new people i have nothing in common with and try to meet their expectations. I want to stop acting.

-5

too many meltdowns and too much of brain not working and stopping. maybe early dementia or sign of brain tumour (runs in the family, women of my mom's side including her and her sister)...
her sister died from brain cancer, my mom lived but now impaired... i wonder how painful it is, and whether I have the courage to deal with either scenario.

-10

Totally alone as usual.

That sucks. If safety wasn't an issue, it would be great if WP had an actual place to meet everyone.

I don't want to be a negative influence around here, I just have 24/7 pressure in my life & I'm switching professions for at least a year. No one in my personal life cares to consider that I'm basically trying to finish what amounts to school for me. I don't know how to live through all that yet.

3

I actually felt like my work day was productive for the first time since I started this job, despite having more piles of work to do. I also had gen chem II tonight and idk how I'm gonna get through it, tbh. I have no brain power at the end of the day by the time I get to class.

4

Still lonely with no friends or Girlfriend or even really anyone to talk to be honest. The only difference between now and say a couple years ago is that I have learned to deal/cope with it by keeping myself somewhat busy when I'm not working.

hip. hop. a hip hop hap

i'm giving you all, the michael rosen rap

נסעתי לסופּרמארקט רק כדי לקרוא את הינדפּנדנט ולא היה להם את זה

יש עכשיו... תמרור עצור חדש בצומת של רחובות קוטה ואוליב. אני גר פה כבר 17 שנות. אני לא ארגיל לזה.

Well, you've got two bars. Now you need to come up with 14 more.

Also, just to nitpick, cause it's not red vs. blue, it's the 1% vs. you flows slightly better, at least when I say it.

Also, -4, because it's been ages since I came up with new rhymes.

thank you for your service.

I was born on the 7th of May
I remember very well that awful day
I was in my mother, curled up tight
Though I have to say, it was as dark as night
Nothing to do, didn't wanna breathe
I was so happy, didn't want to leave
Then I hear some people give a shout
"One push, Mrs. Rosen, and he'll be out!"
I'm telling you, that was a puzzle to me
I shouted out, "How'd you know I'm a he?"
Doctor shouted, "Good lord, he can talk!"
I popped out my head, said, "Now watch me walk!"
I juked and jived around that room
Balam-bam-boola balam-ba-diddy-boom

Not bad, not bad. One thing that's really useful at least in my experience is to work on using multis and imperfect rhymes instead of single perfect rhymes.

I grabbed this from my notebook:

so, I'd imagine that -
- if I wanna start droppin' disses in some savage tracks
i might need to study up on how to battle-rap
but until that i'll settle for being a genius and lyrical mad scientist;
announcing the discovery of rhymes you didn't even know exist
even though to me they seem so obvious;
and not far from this, i just murdered a dozen tracks with rhyme schemes that are arduous

So, imagine that, savage tracks, until that and battle-rap have three rhyming syllables; scientist, know exist, obvious and arduous all share two, scientist doesn't have the long o in the first syllable but the stress is the same so it still works.

You should pen something cutesy for a change of pace

Maybe, but it would still come out twisted.

Also, 0.

Just come hang out with me, I don't wanna do my homework.