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11 Jun 2020, 10:49 am

-5 Depression’s coming back. And I’m still waiting, and waiting, and waiting some more - oh, and did I mention waiting? Also woke up with a horrible headache this morning because I barely slept last night.


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11 Jun 2020, 12:59 pm

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My life in general.


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11 Jun 2020, 1:19 pm

0 yes I am very stressed from my home situation which could go either way to -10 or back up to +something I dont know atm which it will be.



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11 Jun 2020, 7:10 pm

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11 Jun 2020, 7:11 pm

And So It Goes wrote:
5. Woke up with numbness and tingling through my left arm that took a few hours to pass. Think I slept funny, but with my previous post here, it's easy to jump to those conclusions.

Just keeping an eye on it, and seeing what happens. If the worst happens, then it's been nice posting intermittently here again, shooting the breeze, and lengthy discussions.

did you try shaking it out?



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12 Jun 2020, 3:41 am

-10 struggling not to hate people on this forum.

You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor[a] and hate your enemy.’ 44 But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, 45 that you may be children of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. 46 If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? 47 And if you greet only your own people, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? 48 Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.


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12 Jun 2020, 3:42 am

dragonsanddemons wrote:
-5 Depression’s coming back. And I’m still waiting, and waiting, and waiting some more - oh, and did I mention waiting? Also woke up with a horrible headache this morning because I barely slept last night.

Hugs, hopefully you won’t have to wait much longer.


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12 Jun 2020, 4:51 am

-20 this site openly supports attacks and hatred towards non liberals. Personal attacks against non liberals and attacks against non liberal groups are left in modded cause the mods supoort the attacks. Maybe it’s time to abolish the mods. They just as corrupt as the police.

I shouldn’t be bullied on a Autism support site.


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12 Jun 2020, 5:51 am

auntblabby wrote:
Did you try shaking it out?

Yes, to no avail. It just went away on its own eventually.


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12 Jun 2020, 6:48 am

And So It Goes wrote:
auntblabby wrote:
Did you try shaking it out?

Yes, to no avail. It just went away on its own eventually.

i'm glad to hear that. :) it is a hard habit to cut, to not allow one to sleep in awkward positions, i reduce the incidence of this by having a very firm mattress and also leaving a "cut-out" at the head of the bed on either side of the pillow, for my shoulder to drop into when i toss and turn to each side. :idea:



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12 Jun 2020, 9:59 am

sly279 wrote:
-10 struggling not to hate people on this forum.

You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor[a] and hate your enemy.’ 44 But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, 45 that you may be children of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. 46 If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? 47 And if you greet only your own people, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? 48 Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.


My dude! You are on the path of glory.

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sly279 wrote:
-20 this site openly supports attacks and hatred towards non liberals. Personal attacks against non liberals and attacks against non liberal groups are left in modded cause the mods supoort the attacks. Maybe it’s time to abolish the mods. They just as corrupt as the police.

I shouldn’t be bullied on a Autism support site.


You have to be very careful because the Left pretty much have a near total hegemony on the internet. They have reddit, youtube, wikipedia, twitter. etc. You're not going to find understanding and tolerance from them because their compassion is counterfeit and takes on the appearance of tolerance but not the substance.

"And no wonder, for Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light. 15 It is not surprising, then, if his servants masquerade as servants of righteousness. Their end will correspond to their actions." -- 2 Corinthians 14-15

And Christ already said we're supposed to be persecuted:

"18If the world hates you, understand that it hated Me first. 19If you were of the world, it would love you as its own. Instead, the world hates you, because you are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world."

"20Remember the word that I spoke to you: ‘No servant is greater than his master.’a If they persecuted Me, they will persecute you as well; if they kept My word, they will keep yours as well. 21But they will treat you like this because of My name, since they do not know the One who sent Me."
-- John 15:18-21



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14 Jun 2020, 5:57 am

-6



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14 Jun 2020, 6:23 pm

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0.

Completely checked out from this new fake version of politics. Wake me up later.

We're all wrong.


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14 Jun 2020, 6:47 pm

lol.





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14 Jun 2020, 7:07 pm

-6
tough test of my health
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15 Jun 2020, 10:18 am

5. Turns out the chest discomfort was linked to Shingles, that suddenly developed on Saturday night.

Thankfully, it was dealt with by doctors over the phone hastily, and I now have medication for it.

Most likely stress related. I've suffered Cold Sores since childhood that are brought on by stress.

Stress, fatigue, depression in a cyclical fashion. It's difficult to prevent succumbing to it all.


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