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21 Feb 2009, 6:06 am
I guess my AS is not a big issue, nothing that communication and behavior modification classes wouldn't help.
Now all I need to to is find out what to do with my personality disorders. I could see a proffesional, but it could take about 4 months to find them.
And I am glad to say, that now I'm feircley glad that I made some of the GADer's on this thread look like jerks. 
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24 Feb 2009, 7:30 am
Quadruple post 
This thread shall never DIE!! !! Hahaha!
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20 Mar 2009, 4:37 am
So you are a self proclaimed masochist who wants to be ugly, treated like crap and raped .....and you get all defensive and whiny and tell someone to leave your thread when they answer your train wreck babbling with a frank suggestion?? (snickers). You are probably the most absurd person I have ever encountered. You dont want to be treated like crap. You can't even handle it when people are honest with you.
BTW, has it occured to you that it might be possible that YOU have hurt someone else's feelings by your comments about Aspies deserving to be ugly and mistreated and raped?
Also, if beauty is really the only thing you value in yourself and others (seems apparent through your veiled bragging and insults ) then that's pretty sad. I don't like or respect a person just because they are good looking. If you are genuinly trying to earn people's disrespect, then you're doing a pretty darn good job. Don't get offended, it's what you want isn't it? No, I don't think so. You just want sympathy and attention. But you don't get that by bragging about yourself, insulting everyone else, and then making melodramatic claims about how you feel that clearly conflict with how you really feel. Your not the only one with self esteem issues, so quit bragging, quit whining, and especially quit telling Aspies that they deserve to be ugly prostitute rape victims!
Actually, I didn't get defensive on my own, my CHIPMUNK friends told me to "attack the douche." They said "Who does this guy think he is?! Attack him, my slave!"
No, if I were ugly, I would be more assertive and not take crap from ANYBODY! I only want to be abused because I'm lacking in personality and have a bored life. (I even wish for a stomach virus because I am bored to death, yup I'm a freak.)
I seriously don't value honesty (possibly because I'm jealous since I'm afraid to be so). But then why should I be able to handle it? Not being able to handle it is more fun in masochism since it wouldn't hurt if I could. Where's the fun if I can't hurt? And why would I want sympathy and attention??? I don't want sympathy, it's so BOOOOORING! Also, I get even angrier when people try to sympathize with me, so sympathy is far from what I would want. I just wanted reassurance, actually, because I am a spineless jellyfish, but no one cares, so I might just learn to love abuse, since that's all I will get and my life is empty and meaningless so pain is a nice feeling to feel over emptiness.
I only value beauty in myself, not others, because that's all I've got, I have no talent or a good personality, unless you want to count child in an adults body as one, which I do not.
No aspies should not be prostitute rape victims, as they are asexual. No, I repeat, they should not, only the good looking ones who don't know anything and are unassertive and dim-witted, and by that I mean, just me. But also, I want to do it as I discover I can be a real pervert very often. My original idea was to be a stripper, but I have to be at least 21. :X
I don't think it will matter if I do it for money or not, unrelated to the topic, I just want to get into college and mess around with as many guys (and girls) as I can.
Summary: I basically live a bored life, where I wish to feel pain as a filler, I have no opinions of my own, my family doesn't care and thinks I'm faking. I'm a spineless twit, I have weird obsessions and imaginary friends at the age of 18, there is bone-crushing pressure on me to act "normal" to the point where my family scolds me if I do something abnormal and wish to be normal so they won't be as disappointed and stop being such jerks to me, thinking they can change me since they wouldn't have to if I was "normal". /Emoing
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20 Mar 2009, 7:15 pm
(My aspie friend said she doesn't want a boyfriend because she says they are "annoying.")
But, me I'm a toonophile myself.
dude, you still have much to learn about yourself and accept AS cuz you got it and until you accept who you are it will EAT you.
people here care for you (pretty true ,jeah...) and wanna listen, don't be a dick.
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