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14 Feb 2011, 9:04 am

Just to make things better they always put me with the violent people because that area was more secure. Paranoia out the roof. Being forced to do things and take mess which you can't refuse unless you want to stay longer. On the first time I had my first real meltdown in 9 years and that got me in solitary confinement for a day. I spent it sleeping but still incredibly unpleasant.

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14 Feb 2011, 9:07 am

Yeah. I like my own things and not having to be around that medical smell and all the clever medical people.

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14 Feb 2011, 9:11 am

My mom is a doctor so I'm always around that smell and clever "I'm a doctor do what I say" mentality.

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14 Feb 2011, 9:12 am

I have enough trouble being around Stefan and his smart businessman brain. >.<

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14 Feb 2011, 9:17 am

There are lethal quantities of smug all around me at all times. And they are starting to take effect

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14 Feb 2011, 9:20 am

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There are lethal quantities of smug all around me at all times. And they are starting to take effect

Yeah, I can understand that.
It's like I hate when I don't get something - like what someone meant and I have to ask what they meant and they are SO condesending.
It's not my fault I can't understand them. D:

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14 Feb 2011, 9:30 am

It isn't but in your case they are taking advantage of you. Remove yourself from them at all costs, tell stefan so he can help you out.

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14 Feb 2011, 9:39 am

They are deleted, in all ways.
I have to stop letting this happen to me.

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14 Feb 2011, 12:06 pm

Am relieved to see you here. Please take care of yourself.

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14 Feb 2011, 12:08 pm

I will try. >.<

I'm surprised people bothered to reply at all to my whining. Maybe i'm not as bad a person as I think.

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14 Feb 2011, 12:25 pm

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OUlUJV2OwVo[/youtube]

Look at this! He's so cute!

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14 Feb 2011, 12:27 pm

he is so cuteee. i want it.
i don't think my dog would agree though. :lol:

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14 Feb 2011, 12:47 pm

emlion wrote:

I will try. >.<

I'm surprised people bothered to reply at all to my whining. Maybe i'm not as bad a person as I think.

I do because youve done the same for me. you're not a bad person from what ive met online, you do seem to find real bad people though.

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14 Feb 2011, 1:02 pm

Apparently, i'm an easy target i've been told.

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14 Feb 2011, 1:06 pm

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Apparently, i'm an easy target i've been told.

A woman who can not tell peoples intentions based on body cues. Yep that sounds like quite the easy target.

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14 Feb 2011, 1:07 pm

The best rule is to trust no-one.

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