Houseful of people outside. I managed to say hello, and have retreated away from the noise. I ventured out once again, maybe to get something to eat but couldn't do it with all the people, and all the noise and took off. Everyone seems to be having a good time, but I feel a little lonely and quite jealous. But I don't want to talk to anyone right now, or see another person really. I feel like crying. Just too much at once this week.
A little better note, my husband came in to give me a hug, and to bring me some pizza. I feel a little better now.