When life's not as bad as it is
When you know other people have it worse than you
When your lack of friends isn't a big deal
When still being a virgin while everyone else is getting laid doesn't matter
When having a good job with fair pair shouldn't frighten you
When your location geographically isolates you but hey every human with two legs can still walk
Yet when you still feel down and can't figure out why...
I feel like my life's going to hell, but it's not. It seems like there is no one to talk to when there really is, and it just all feels like I'm going to die by my own means. But I already feel dead, like a soulless husk of something left over on this world. I just want to love, I just want to do my part for the world, but I can't because no one wants the love have to give and people just tell me to butt out all the time. I don't even know what I'm doing here in the middle of night typing this when I should be thinking through my problems. I just need a vacation, I just need to go back to Hawaii and I'll feel relaxed after so many years of feeling stressed...
14 Jul 2013, 1:46 am
