My thoughts on the world. (Graphic...ish)

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23 Oct 2013, 11:31 am

So I just got told about this website by my depression counsellor. He thinks I have Aspergers just because I told him that this world is a pile of s**t and other people are just put here to piss me off. It isnt me though! I just hate the people that think there is something wrong with me just because they cant see the world really works. They are all stuck in their own little false reality that completely disables their ability to see this crappy world really is! Who's to say they arnt the ones with the problem!?

For a long time now my hatred for other people has grown. I dont know how doctors and that lot do it because if it was me everyone would suffer. I have been resisting the urge lately to go out and bash other peoples teeth out with a brick and laugh at them because the are feeling physically what I feel inside EVERYDAY! I feel Im losing the battle with this rage nd hatred something needs to be done. Iv been so angry lately and every little thing that other earth dwellers do pisses me off to the extent I need to get away from them for their safety.
Also my suicidle thoughts have been very active lately. I do not see a future. This world has done nothing but hate me and I am convinced I am only still alive because some higher f*****g power needs a laugh.

I cant see any future or way out from this! God this world sucks.

Ps. This will not be the last angry post from me so I apologise in advance.

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23 Oct 2013, 12:07 pm

I completely agree.

If only I could alter the orbit of the dwarf planet Ceres....

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23 Oct 2013, 12:12 pm

As far as understanding the world goes, here is one of the most profound aphorisms ever stated, and explains all modern science and technology. It comes from Francis Bacon:

The only way to master nature is to obey nature.

In other words, in order to succeed, science had to be allowed to see the world the way it was, devoid of cant and ideology of any kind. When we can do that, we can see things for what they really are, and then make things work to our benefit, whether in science or our daily lives.

So, my recommendation to you would be to understand and accept people, places, and things for what they are, and then figure out how to make them work for your benefit too. And if making things work for you is not possible in a given situation, the one thing we can always change is how we feel. This is what the Stoics called living according to nature.

Good luck.

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23 Oct 2013, 12:20 pm

or you can just watch this and smile.

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zc4HL_-VT2Y[/youtube]

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23 Oct 2013, 1:49 pm

sinner, you are welcome here and there are very few who would be cruel to you and not accept you for who you are. I am so sorry that you are so badly hurting.

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23 Oct 2013, 2:48 pm

Sinner wrote:

You seem to feel anger toward those whose perceptions of the world are different from yours.

Sinner wrote:

For a long time now my hatred for other people has grown. I dont know how doctors and that lot do it because if it was me everyone would suffer. I have been resisting the urge lately to go out and bash other peoples teeth out with a brick and laugh at them because the are feeling physically what I feel inside EVERYDAY!

You also seem to feel hostility toward everyone else for not feeling as miserable as you do.

Sinner wrote:

I feel Im losing the battle with this rage nd hatred something needs to be done. Iv been so angry lately and every little thing that other earth dwellers do pisses me off to the extent I need to get away from them for their safety.

This seems like what I've heard described as "Misanthropy" - hatred of humanity.

Sinner wrote:

Also my suicidle thoughts have been very active lately. I do not see a future. This world has done nothing but hate me and I am convinced I am only still alive because some higher f***ing power needs a laugh.

You seem to believe that you are being persecuted by everyone and God for no good reason.

Have you discussed these feelings and beliefs with your counselor? Have you considered getting a second opinion from another counselor?

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23 Oct 2013, 3:00 pm

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They are all stuck in their own little false reality that completely disables their ability to see this crappy world really is! Who's to say they arnt the ones with the problem!?

You're pretty much spot on - the vast majority of people are stuck in 'their own little false reality'. Some people have a false reality of being a therapist, of being a schoolteacher, of being a movie star. It's so convincing!

I understand your anger. You can see the cracks in the wall, and the hypocrisy. I hope you can forgive people for being stuck in their own private fantasies, in time. They know not what they do. Now, that could be why you're here, I don't know. But if you let your anger take you over, you'll join the ranks of those you despise. There is another way, and I hope you find what you are looking for.

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23 Oct 2013, 6:38 pm

Hi ya and Welcome!

Sinner wrote:

So I just got told about this website by my depression counsellor. He thinks I have Aspergers just because I told him that this world is a pile of sh** and other people are just put here to piss me off. It isnt me though! I just hate the people that think there is something wrong with me just because they cant see the world really works. They are all stuck in their own little false reality that completely disables their ability to see this crappy world really is! Who's to say they arnt the ones with the problem!?

For a long time now my hatred for other people has grown. I dont know how doctors and that lot do it because if it was me everyone would suffer. I have been resisting the urge lately to go out and bash other peoples teeth out with a brick and laugh at them because the are feeling physically what I feel inside EVERYDAY! I feel Im losing the battle with this rage nd hatred something needs to be done. Iv been so angry lately and every little thing that other earth dwellers do pisses me off to the extent I need to get away from them for their safety.
Also my suicidle thoughts have been very active lately. I do not see a future. This world has done nothing but hate me and I am convinced I am only still alive because some higher f***ing power needs a laugh.

I cant see any future or way out from this! God this world sucks.

Ps. This will not be the last angry post from me so I apologise in advance.

I am sorry. Sometimes I have a pretty morbid sense of humor. This Post really makes me laugh, in a good way!
Other people are put here just to piss you off. OMG it is soo true! There are so many weasely little morons!

I know it's not literally true, but some days there ... just... is... no ... other ... rational... answer! It's the only thing that makes sense.

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27 Oct 2013, 11:16 am

Thanks guys. Nice to know I'm not alone.

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