Last year I made a farewell to WP thread and wanted to leave forever to embark upon the journey of life and conquer everything, every goal and objective in my path, and forge my life's destiny like an unstoppable badass. I had major aspirations in life to ascend to the top and with the power of my mind and unstoppable will to achieve everything there is to achieve in life and more. Let's just say 2020 decided to screw me, and boy did it screw me HARD:
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And 1 year later far from achieving everything in life I've returned to WP being beaten down, stomped hard, humiliated, broken, and having lost about everything there is to lose in life and many more. My mom died young at 42, my dad has cancer, I was savagely beaten in March in a near death gang assault that left me brutalized, traumatized and with brain damage, my vacation that year to feel better about life just magically happened to be in Minneapolis right when the riots and violence began (mind you I planned this vacation ALL year) which left me with worse PTSD, and after failing in school and life ive felt like life hasn't given me a break and that life just really hates me, hence why life always seems so eager to torture me and beat me down.
Under all that stress and pressure ive felt like joining WP for a little bit to stabilize and heal was imperative, and I am grateful for all the support I received, especially from IsabellaLinton, Noca, AprilR, and Jaki, and others. I still feel like I can do infinitely better, but now I think im ready after a few days convalescing and taking it easy here to restart my life again and conquer life with an even greater unstoppable drive than any. I hope this time I dont return to WP, not because I hate this site, but because I really hope this time when I set out to conquer life and accomplish all my goals and ambitions, I hope this time I can actually make progress and move forward
Thank you for everything WP. If I ever do return to WP again, I hope this time it will be after I got my degree, opened up a new business, learned 6 languages minimum, mastered a craft, and accomplished what I need to accomplish.
I hope this journey goes well
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"One often meets his destiny on the road he takes to avoid it."
Master Oogway