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Luna035
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27 Oct 2017, 11:25 am

Thank you. :nerdy:



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27 Oct 2017, 11:29 am

What kind of autism exactly? Not very autistic, mild, or severe?

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27 Oct 2017, 10:01 pm

SO AM I 0_0

I am so autistic, I have managed to fail at everything I have every tired to do by legitimately actually missing what should be very obvious clues to what is right and wrong, becaming a dysfunctional drug addict (Like I was ever functional in the first place) and have attracted the attention of God knows what that might very well be the death of me with some vague murky promise that I might be alright from some random dude that literally tried to sell me drugs a few days prior 0_0

In addition to a bunch of threats and me generally not knowing what hell is going on.

So I am living in a closet again scared of people hoping this disaster blows over :-(



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27 Oct 2017, 11:43 pm

hello, very f*****g autistic.


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28 Oct 2017, 1:59 pm

Luna035 wrote:
Thank you. :nerdy:

You're welcome.


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28 Oct 2017, 2:15 pm

So am I. No question of me ever convincingly "passing" as NT anytime soon, if ever. And yet people are still continuously overestimating me, because my functioning level can vary, and they see me at my best and assume I'm always capable of that. Then they accuse me of not trying hard enough or not caring when I don't meet their expectations. It's extremely frustrating and demoralizing.


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