I drank a pomegranate-flavored energy drink once when taking the bus across the country and it helped me concentrate on loooking out the window at the scenery and made me feel energetic but helped me sit still at the same time. It prevented me from falling asleep and missing my stop. And sometimes I had to wake up or be awake already at like 4 in the morning to change buses. I hardly had to sleep at all on that trip, and it was partially due to the can of stimulant juice I had.
I took a stimulant my boyfriend ordered online once, with coffee and something else and I smoked some pot as well, and it was a disaster. Parts of my soul died that night. Half my brain and half my mind felt so good and the other half of my brain and mind felt so bad, but since I was losing parts of my soul I felt so bad. I thought I was going to die. I laughed, vomited, cried, vomited, prayed to the light bulbs on the ceiling fan, vomited, screamed, vomited, yelled, vomited, promised God and Jesus I'd never do drugs again, vomited, told my boyfriend I was dying and vomited. My boyfriend apologized for overdosing me and tried to reassure me that I wasn't dying (but the sensation in my brain told me that I was and that pieces of my soul were dying and that if I didn't stop looking into the light I would fall into a black hole in my head and go catatonic or die) and he asked me what I believed in because I was crying about how I wanted to show Jesus I loved him and hadn't really done so, and he was supportive, trying to talk philosophically with me, and he asked if I wanted some l-theanine and I said okay and he gave me some, and then I went to sleep.
So anyway, the stimulants didn't stimulate me at all but had the OPPOSITE effect! Which was the last thing I needed, the very thing that was bad for me, because I was understimulated as it was, so understimulated I was ready to fall into a black hole and become catatonic.
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