babybird wrote:
In times when I have been really low and perhaps in need of people it makes me feel sad. Those are the times when I realise how alone I am.
This is exactly how I feel. ^
I'm not envious of their marriage because you're right, I don't want that.
I get envious of the fact that they have the skills to be married. In an ideal world I would have those skills, and I could be married too. The only reason I don't want marriage is because it's too challenging for me (sensory adaptability, communication skills, conflict management, emotional expression, trust).
Those are the things I wish I had, more so than a husband.
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