Most Fulfilling Years?

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That would have to be ending of 2006 and early parts of 2007. Then... bad stuff.

Well i guess it would have to be the time when I was too young to remember anything, I guess before going to kindergarten. I don't exactly remember being unsociable or depressed as a kindergartener but I don't think I've ever been happy since I've started interacting with people. I see most of my life as one failure after another, i don't have anything to hold on to.

I am seeking change.

4-9, 16-18, 20, and 29/present.

4-9 were the best years of my childhood. I started to get depressed at 10, I guess my hormones were kicking in, my then girlfriend was leaving Japan back to the States, and I think I was waking up to how bad things were within my family.

16 I had my first and so far only real girlfriend and lover, until she broke my heart at 17. While the depression was terrible, coming out of depression was great. 18 I dropped out of school, got my DL, my GED, and my first job, not in that order.

20 I moved out on my own, technically with my brother, but independent from parents.

29/present I'm hopefully freeing myself of debt declaring chapter 7(Haven't declared yet and not sure how the decision will go), moved away from #2brother who is extremely negative, and I'm feeling good about things for the first time in about 10 years.