Well, a lot of people around me talked to themselves. I didn't think it was odd that I talked to myself. They said the way I did it was a very bad sign because they only got to hear one side of the conversation as I paused and listened to an inner voice and responded to it.... Sometimes I will be thinking hard on something and will say a word or even repeat the same word a couple of times out load. I may be thinking in my head but often my expressions have people asking questions if I am thinking of something that made me upset. I catch myself leaving an empty room deep in thought, my lips moving and my expressions changing and worry someone saw that. Usually I am replaying interactions I had wondering if I could have done better or if I made mistakes or I should have done, said something differently. Or just trying to figure out how the whole thing actually went. My daughter likes to shut the door and hack and slash and tell her stories out loud and act them out blow by blow. Its fun to watch, but she is very private about it unless she writes the story down. Then she wants you to read it. Her form is getting better. For a long time her structure wasn't there. It was one long action scene.
30 Jul 2013, 11:39 pm
. Maladaptive daydreaming. in a way it is adaptive too.
