I don't know why but I'm afraid of meds, always have been. It took me a long time (3 years) to decide whether or not to go on the pill because I was worried it might make me put on weight, so I had to choose between continuing to get agonising period pains or go on the pill and risk putting on weight, and one week I had such bad period pains that made me almost throw up that I made myself see the doctor and she put me on the pill, and I've been on it about 4 years now and haven't gained weight, and my periods have been more bearable since. The doctor also pointed out that the best thing to do is to go on meds for my periods, if they were interferring with my life, which they were.
But my anxiety and depression is also interferring with my life. It's stopping me from enjoying myself and having fun. There's a concert what my family wants to see in August, and we've got to book the tickets in advance, which is stressing me out because I still don't know if I want to go or not. It's all the people that will be there what is causing anxiety, and my anxiety of people is really interferring with my life because it is preventing me from wanting to go out and have fun while I'm young and healthy. So I was thinking of taking meds for these social anxieties, it might not make it go away but I've been told that they will make me relax a bit more and not get so stressed out and miserable, and I think I will enjoy events better if I knew how to relax more. But, like I said, I'm so afraid of meds, so I don't know. I'm worried it might cause side effects, like nausea and sleep difficulties, and nausea and sleep difficulties are what I don't actually suffer with (which is odd for an anxious person, but is brilliant). Ahh! What do I do??? Be miserable in social situations, or feel sick and have sleepless nights?
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