Mini Rant about Finding my True self

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This is more of a rant type of post, I guess.

Since I was 11 or 12 years old I was always bi-curious. I never really told anyone but I looked at girls the same way I looked at guys; maybe even sometimes a little more . Sometimes I get in these moods that I like girls way more then guys; but it's never guys way more then girls; it's either that or both equally the same. I have mostly dreams with women; rarely but once in awhile with men. I don't judge on a parts of human being to be in a relationship with them. I am more of a personality type of person; though I am sort of a lip person.

It took until the beginning of this year to actually come out and say I am bisexual. I have always supported gay marriages/relationships. Most of my friends were either gay/lesbian, bisexual or were just okay with it. My best friend was homophobic in high school but now is supportive and not homophobic at all. I am much more open about when I see a girl I am attracted to. It's just amazing to be 100% fully myself; honest with myself and it's just an amazing feeling.

( Same part of the rant but a little different) It seems to be lots of bisexual/lesbian girls on dating sites are less likely to send messages back but I noticed men are more likely to send messages. I just don't understand that because I would love to meet more women. It's just hard when you rarely get out much and there's no where to reach out to; until I start going to college.

Just all in all I am happy to fully be comfortable with myself and to say I am bisexual and love myself for who I am. It took awhile and years after High School to fully understand who I am as a person.


Peace, Love, Smiles & Hugs
- Catherine

I think some of that is the difference (writ large) between male and female sexuality. While individuals will always deviate from the broad, general types, they nonetheless hold true on the broader scale.

But you seem to have you head screwed on right, and I don't doubt that you will meet more women in due course.

Took awhile for my head to be screwed on right; I'm quite happy for it to happen now. It just takes awhile to learn more about yourself in all angels.