i'm an aspie with that visual spatial thing going on. i ended up with a focus in fine arts and have always had some super-focused project going on. Then i had kids, and they became my focus. Now some unpredictable life circumstances have it that i'm finding i need to get to that space inside my mind again.
However, i'm a very different person now then i was before. It's as if someone has rearranged the furniture without telling me. And, of course, the world has changed a bit too while i was away.
The topics that used to interest me now seem banal. trite. And when something occurs to me that i feel a need to record visually, i've found that my skills have eroded. I've been trying to find moments here and there to start really small -- just picking up a pencil and piece of scrap paper and sketching what's in front of me. But i end up zoning out.
how does one zone back in?