hale_bopp wrote:
MR20 wrote:
hale_bopp wrote:
MR20 wrote:
To the people that keep saying I don't try, or have no desire to play a "game" or whatever, tell me why should I?
What's the use of extending a bunch of energy on something that has virtually no chance of succeeding, especially after so many failed attempts in the past. I mean I can barely take care of myself as is.
I'm just too inferior and inadequate. I'm ugly, poor, slow, uneducated, and I struggle mightily to relate to people and converse. I mean, no one wants to be around a person like that anyway
Well you aren't succeeding at anything whining on here. Both are a "waste of energy" but at least with that waste of energy there is a higher chance of success.
Yeah, I guess.
Though venting and "complaining" about my feelings every so often on here helps me get rid of excess frustration, stress, and anger.
It's like an outlet, I can't this stuff bottled up.
That is healthy, yes. My next question was going to ask you why you posted here, but you just answered it. Do you prefer this outlet because people see what you've got to say, or does that not matter? The best thing you can probably do is vent here, and at the same time, when you feel a little better is have a think about what some of the people here have said.
You have to be careful though, because doing the same thing over and over again tires people of their sympathy. It's simply a human condition. For this reason I'm wondering if you will find benefit in writing a private blog sometimes? If t doesn't help, don't worry about it. Just a suggestion.
It's a shame that you come from a family that isn't very supportive, if I lived there I would do a few simple things to help like wash your clothes and go with you to find work etc.
I got my first ever PC in early 2008 and access to the internet regularly for the first time in my life. A few months later I found this site on a Wikipedia page researching aspergers. I lurked here for a few years until I felt comfortable enough to join and talk about my problems late last year. It was the first time in my life I was able to discuss my life and how I feel in general with people.
The reason I prefer this site is because I'm comfortable here I guess, and the other forums I visit regularly (sports, gaming, anime, etc) aren't really suitable places.
As to the other part of your post, my relatives couldn't help if they wanted to. They're more or less like me and can barely take care of themselves. Most of them are drug-addicted, poor/welfare dependent, uneducated, and mentally ill bums that society deems as lowlife losers.
17 Oct 2011, 5:18 pm
