Quite hard socially early in life until the late teens but good music, beer and lets say other substances does bring people together at that age. Before that i dealt with life at school, all the bullying and stuff by simply not going, thus sacrificing my education. Mentally all i had to deal with bad depression but that depression was normal for me so looking back it was not that bad mentally. Physically? Well i was always to drunk too feel the pain when i self harmed. As i matured and entered my early 20's things got very much easier for me. I was a bit strange yes but i held down a job, had friends, could make friends, i could go to a pub and drink on my own.
You see that's the aspergergs i remember from my youth. Something happened, in my life in 2005. An event or string of events that were bizarre, almost surreal yet absolutely devastating happened to me and i had no way to cope. I lost my job, my friends, i attempted suicide and i received a suspended prison sentence. All while i was screaming out for help from the authorities. But i got no help from them, they were even openly mocking, me they were literally getting enjoyment from kicking me while i was down,
Now that was 9-7 years ago and since i have been in a real mess, i have not been able to look after myself, i barley go out on my own. Now i cant tell you what traits come from my aspergers and what come from what to me is undiagnosed PTSD. It is what happens to you during life that makes it hard, not what you have diagnosed or what your labelled as. If i had won the lottery that day in 2005 instead of what did happen would my life be as hard as it is now just because i have aspergers? It just makes life for us different. My little sister has aspergers, and because of it she gets a pass where she does not have to queue for the rides at Alton Towers so its not all bad, What you loose on the swings you find on the roundabouts.