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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: The last health ailment you suffered from |
| Edna3362 |
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Replies: 502
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Technically, some form of withdrawal or overwhelm.
Either sugar or caffeine.
Or maybe it's just hormonal induced headache and gut reactivity.
Does that count? Things that just repeats inevitably anyways.
Otherwise, I hadn't been actually ill since April or so. |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Your ability of rational reasoning at a very young age |
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Posted: Yesterday, 7:57 pm
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Replies: 4
Views: 90
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| My rational reasoning was overshadowed by emotional and sensory dysregulation and subconscious interferences. To a point that I probably had little to no choice but to do some form of cognitive decoupling... And will always choose the rational if given a choice. I always do. But alas, instead, I was... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: random or humorous obsessions anyone? |
| Edna3362 |
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Posted: Yesterday, 9:00 am
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Replies: 61
Views: 5,786
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| My flashbacks consists of random humourous scenarios that I'd end up laughing out loud for no apparent reason. Not an obsession. But definitely random. Instead of trauma bouncing around my head that kept me up at night, I get music and comedy. :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: And I'm far from an optimistic p... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Your video of the day |
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Posted: Yesterday, 8:57 am
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Replies: 1,692
Views: 133,078
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Autism Asperger's ADHD and addictive Personality |
| Edna3362 |
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Posted: Yesterday, 2:53 am
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Replies: 4
Views: 97
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| I'm on my way ridding off the fact that I'm addicted to chocolates and snacking. To a point breaking my savings over and over for it. Was addicted to games. Quit cold turkey. Was addicted to consuming media. Like 20+ hours a day long when doing nothing. It lingered somehow, affecting my work times. ... |
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Forum: Social Skills and Making Friends Topic: Why Do People Refuse To Practice Social Skills? |
| Edna3362 |
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Posted: 29 Jun 2025, 11:51 pm
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Replies: 133
Views: 23,564
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| I still need an internal language reconfiguration and executive function upgrades regardless how much I feel like socializing. Never had I ever fear social mistakes. And the only time I experienced some form of social anxiety was during my worst years when I burned out in a middle of puberty. That d... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What's on your mind right now? |
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Posted: 28 Jun 2025, 8:30 pm
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Replies: 48,581
Views: 1,578,176
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My hair gotten a bit thicker...
And I have an equally reckless hand.
At this point, all my hair clamps should be metallic steel. |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Got anything random to say: Autistic style |
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Posted: 28 Jun 2025, 9:37 am
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Replies: 136
Views: 8,201
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I no longer feel as if I'm 8, 10, 14 or 16 year old in a body of an adult anymore.
I feel... Closer to agelessness. 
I don't feel like I just turned 20 or 30.
It's just that I don't feel like a kid, teen or even an adult at all. |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Have you heard anyone call a diaper a pamper? |
| Edna3362 |
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Posted: 26 Jun 2025, 8:52 am
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Replies: 9
Views: 197
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| It's true here, too. It's just one of the many brands that had been, well, the very thing that made proper-noun-into-common-noun'ed names. Like xerox instead of photocopy. Like we got payless instead of noodles. Or we call colgate the toothpastes. Or with strepsils instead of cough drops. Well, wher... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What's on your mind right now? |
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Posted: 25 Jun 2025, 2:55 am
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Replies: 48,581
Views: 1,578,176
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| Everything around fricking time management and valuing it Cognitive decoupling... Hmmm... The fact that my boss should realize at one point that if I'm spending my money to buy stuff, to reimbursed later -- makes me more reckless with said money Whenever anyone else is involved, time had always beco... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What's the last weirdest dream you had? |
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Posted: 24 Jun 2025, 5:02 pm
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Replies: 8,120
Views: 496,971
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| I just woke up. Intentionally hallucinating who's trying to grab me awake, while I slept or not slept under the blanket. My mom, likely in a very different time in a very different room. My boss, even going as far as putting her uncanny valley version of her face up close. Some random kid. Maybe pla... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What is the "plot" of your life, were you to articulate it? |
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Posted: 24 Jun 2025, 4:07 am
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Replies: 10
Views: 248
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| Internally? Hunting down shadows, subjugating nightmares, exorcising ghosts, exploring the unknown and slaying plagues. Externally? Some weird open sandbox full of stories, and I'm just the reader or character POV, yet never the author -- who's also sick of stories. Everyone else is the author, have... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Asperger's/ADHD Vs autism |
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Posted: 24 Jun 2025, 12:57 am
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Replies: 8
Views: 396
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| The differences is very clear to me, too. I'm only an autistic without ADHD, who, well, I can pass for an aspie. It's this... Executive Dysfunction overlaps and common reactive circumstances because of that had made two labels seemingly relatable. :? As for Asperger's... The only reason why I'm not ... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Autism and Hunger |
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Posted: 24 Jun 2025, 12:51 am
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Replies: 4
Views: 380
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| Mine fluctuates. Usually either I don't eat a lot or eat too much. Either easily full or easily hungry. Both disruptive. My snacking habit doesn't help; either I cannot go on without chewing something for few hours long or that if I saw a large enough amount of snacks, I'd eat it in one sitting. Als... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Post a random truth (about yourself) |
| Edna3362 |
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Posted: 23 Jun 2025, 12:01 pm
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Replies: 21,455
Views: 1,284,956
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| Just... Utterly surprised at the level of sustainability my change does. While I'm still adjusting for this past month, I just... Felt too good. It doesn't feel like some sort of illusion or appearance of proficiency. Not when it reflects in the inside. If my change was just some sustained illusion ... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What's on your mind right now? |
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Posted: 23 Jun 2025, 11:06 am
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Replies: 48,581
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| Another weird side effect; no amount of caffeine, poor dinner timing, gut whatever, with or without sleep deprivation can make me not fall asleep. I just noticed. I no longer just... Lay down on bed with eyes closed, not truly asleep. And it didn't matter if I'm actually sleepy or not. The worst of ... |
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